When the rain comes...

So I've been an emotional wreck this past week. I care over everything,if braylons napping & I'm not keeping myself busy then I AM crying. It's insane. I am also cramping like crazyyyyy & having headaches, heartburn, nausea, & did I mention I'm craving everything ! & I mean everything. I want veggies soo ba right now like stir fry omggg ..all kinds of "pregnancy symptoms" !!!! But there's no way I'm pregnant, I had AF for 4 days. It's like I should be ovulating or something but based on my supposed 32 day cycle that's not no where near yet. If it was a 28 day cycle my "fertile period" would begin tomorrow. Soo starting tomorrow we will BD until January 31st. I WILL not miss my window. This WILL be our month. I'm not stressing about early testing or anything this month. We are just going to relax & enjoy ourselves. Lol. STRESS FREE. We need some "us time" anyways. I love my husband sooo much. I can't wait to see him holding his newborn baby again. It's what I live for. Having babies & seeing how much daddy loves them. Just the thought of it melts me to pieces. Cody is seriously THE BEST daddy in the world. & God right now I am asking you, begging you..PLEASE give that man the baby girl that he wants. Please. I do not prefer a certain sex for baby #2, I'd really like another boy but having a girl would be pretty magical. Idk to me having a girl is like a fairytale. You know mermaids, unicorns, fairies..stuff you only dream were real ! It really doesn't matter either way. I just hope God choses to bless us soon. We'll be waiting for you Baby. :))