know you're always on my mind
Today my angel baby's gestational age would have been 20 weeks 1 day. Not a day goes by that I don't wonder what he or she would be like. Or if he/she would be a BOY or a GIRL ! I have people tell me "quit counting" but I'm not going to. I want my baby to know she/he left a legacy. I was only 6 weeks pregnant but I can't begin to explain how much love I had for that tiny tiny baby. My heart will ALWAYS be broken, & I will ALWAYS have pieces missing. Nothing can heal this, no words will help. I'm glad that if it's not ME watching after my baby it's Jesus. I love you sweet baby. Watch over us..
UPDATE: AF is here for sure. Loud & proud. I think my cycles are on 31-32 days now. So I won't be doing anything "special" this month for TTC. We'll just relax & pray it happens & That we get a little pumpkin :)
aw katy. i just dont get how people tell you to get over it. ive never had a miscarriage but i konw if i did i would feel the exact same way you do
ReplyDeleteglad your cycles are coming together :)
we too have decided to do everything completely natural. you better tell me when you get a positive! :)
yeah, since im getting af that means im ovulating. the clomid made me NUTS haha. so we'll try naturally until 2012 :)
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