Oh to dream

 
   So I'm kinda to the point to where "TRYING" to make a baby is wearing me out. I'm just tired of it. It's like the same thing everyday. & I feel like if I keep being so obsessed with it I'm just going to end up more heartbroken in the long run :\ I want to say I'm done but then I think about all the stuff that I cannot wait to do/experience with a new pregnancy, labor, birth, & baby and I can't just give up. I'd feel like I failed myself. My dad never left me just quit anything growing up & I'm not going to quit on the one thing I want most in my life.

  I cannot WAIT to see a BFP & know in my heart that, that pregnancy will be a happy & healthy 9 months. I cannot wait to see a teeeny litttlleee sac on an ultrasound & a little "fetal pole" that "isn't quite a baby yet" I cannot wait to hear a precious heartbeat that will always play my favorite song. I cannot wait to hear the words "Congratulations Mrs. Loftin you made it past the first trimester". I cannot wait to feel little baby flutters or hear "it's a ___ !" I cannot wait to pick out baby things & decorate a room. I cannot wait for PAINFUL contractions that I know will bring me my beautiful baby !! I cannot wait to experience a VBAC, a completely natural drug free birth the way God intended it to be. I cannot wait for my HUSBAND to cut our baby's cord & lay the life we made together on my chest so I can nurse. I cannot wait for Braylon to be a big brother !! I cannot wait to breastfeed. I cannot wait to bring a HEALTHY baby home !! I cannot wait to stay up all hours of the night because I have a fussy baby. I cannot wait to experience all the "firsts" again. I cannot wait !!!!

 

GoGreen Champ 2.0 cloth diaper giveaway via What These Mommies Think

What Theses Mommies Think on blogspot are doing a GoGreen Champ 2.0 cloth diaper giveaway. It's very simple to enter, all you have to do is follow their blog via google friend connect & you are entered. You get extra entries for liking their FB page, as well as GoGreen's FB page as well as following both on twitter. Another simple extra entry is to  tell them about the go green pocket diapers you own yourself :). You can also go to http://www.gogreenpocketdiapers.com/ & then comment on What These Mommie's Think. blog post about their giveaway. To follow their blog you can simply follow the button on the top of my blog. You can also find the giveaway here http://whatthesemommiesthink.blogspot.com/2011/06/go-green-pocket-diapers-champ-20-review.html . Hurry up & enter the giveaway ends June 30th !!!!